OMG, P!nk was FUCKING EPIC.

OMG, OMG, OMG Pi... Wait, i sound like a myspace whore.

I went to see P!nk last night, she was really, really awesome. She came second to nickelback though. We were sat quite high up, to the side of the stage, so we saw everything that went on behind, as the show was designed to look good from the front.

The show wasn't really about the music, it was more a show. The theme of 'funhouse' was played on a lot, with a circus background, trapeze artists, and huge inflatable clowns. It was really, really good. She did loads of old songs as well as a lot of new ones, including 'dont let me get me' and 'family portrait'

I cried at family portrait. It was a version with just her and a piano, and it was really gorgeous.

The support band wasn't up to much. New Zealanders, Evermore, who will fade into obscurity soon enough. Everything sounded the same. Your general emo rock band, complete with rhinestoned skinnies.

Bye, my dears

I'm unimportant. Move along.

Had one of those days today, where you just want to disappear. Want to not exist, so everything can stop. It feels like m drowning, im losing my grip, and there's nothing left to keep me afloat. I'm going to sink, and it's just a matter of time.

I dont know how to handle it - what possible way is there? I'm useless, and no good to anybody. I dont even know why im writing this, it's not like anyone cares. Mght as wel post it for it never to be read.

Stupid bitches at school, told me to get on the other bus because they wouldnt be able to resist the temptation of tring to get to me. Again.

I'm at mum's tonight going to see Pink tomorrow. Should be fun. Excited about it. Probably gonna post about it the day after.

See yall later.

Hmm... Bored... Very bored...

I have done almost nothing at all today, but i am severly bored, so i am going to ramble here.

I may not be online much monday, tuesday and wednesday. Maybe thursday. Somone i know is going into hospital, so it'll be difficult for me to go online. The good news being, i may have something to write about after all that. Bad news being, I'll be worried sick.

Got a new book, Twisted, by Laurie Halse Anderson - it looks very boring so far. The blog says it is about sexual assault, so it might, at some point get more interesting. Doubt it though. The main character is boring, and, as usual, he wants to date the hottest girl in school. The hottest girl in school gets raped, and everyone blames him. Presto, instant story.

I also has a new favourite quote ^.^ - "Listen to the mustn'ts, child, listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the wonts. Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me - anything can happen, child, anything can be" - Shel Silverstein. I like it, you may not.

So, nothing else to talk about really - bye my darling followers xxx

So, my darling followers.

Another rant, about nothing imparfticular, which you will all find incredibly boring.

So, to those of you who do not know this, i leave school every friday to go to a town and do a PE lesson there. We go in two busses, and, as usual, i chose the wrong one to sit on. Me and my two friends i was with were sat kinda in the middle of one bus, with a load of 'popular' girls behind us. You know the sort of girl im talking about - cries if her hair straighteners are3 broken, and has brains like soup? Yeah. Well, one of them really dislikes me.

I was sat there, didn't say anything, and then somone threw some sugar right over at me. It went everywhere - in my hair, my bag, all over my clothes. And it was damp, so it stuck to everything. They did it again, and i'd already been having a bad day for reasons i dont want to say, and i couldn't take it anymore. I cried, right there, on the bus. Did they stop? No. Because i was, quite obviously, very upset, they though it would be fun to keep doing it. I got more and more sugar all over me, i looked like a fucking christmas cake. It was really not funny. They got some sugar on my friends, too. We were all upset, I just didn't have the energy to bother telling anyone, but my two friends told our teacher.

We spent the whole first half of PE sat on a sofa in the corridor, crying, hugging, hand holding because of them. It happens every week. something new - a comment, an action. And it's begginging to really hurt. I dont know when they're going to stop, but i hope it's soon. They might not ever stop - but, be that the case, i only hvae 1 and a half years left of high school. It's just draining.

So, my darling followers - from me, your sugar encrusted friend, goodbye for now xxx

Greetings once more.

So, here i am again, in front of my computer with very little of interest to say, but nothing else to do. My ramblings must be getting boring by now, but i will continue onwards anyway! So, I cannot think of much to rant about today, but im trying to post randomly every coupla days or so, so im going to randomly think of something to say...

I have a headache. this is caused by my glasses, which i beleive to be too strong for me. I could go and get new ones, but i hate asking to go anywhere that i know will end up costing something, so i shall persevere.

I created a new facebook today, named after a lesbian anime character (strawberry panic) Etoile Shizuma. Add me if you like, and have facebook. My avatar is the kissing one. made a pet society for it, too. Fairly cute.

I am watching my Strawberry Panic, love it to bits, definitley reccomended. Although the main character (Nagisa-san) is very boring and very mush-for-brains, i love the character of Etoile, who is very pretty, but has an underlying problem i havent discovered yet. There's an air of mystery about her i like.

Listened to Fall Out Boy's version of beat it, and preferred it to the original. then listened to 'I don't care' which was epic. Love the video.

Feel free to comment, my darling followers, and see you all later. xx

Tired!

I stayed up very, very late last night. I think i went to bed around 8am, and slept until about 9.30am. I'm very tired now, but it's not so bad.

I did something I've never done before today, removed somone from everything i could on the internet. Email, msn - everything. It's sad, because this person was a fairly big part of my free time, and it's a long story, but it's nice to feel that weight lifted, like you owe them nothing. It's still uncomfortable, as they regular a forum i am admin of, but i hope that will sort itsself out. Hope =S

I love knowing i can do anything, say anything, flirt with anyone - knowing all the time that I don't owe anything to him. It's great. Freedom, in a weird sense of the word. Has anyone reading this got a similar story? Feel free to post it in the comments.

Goodnight, my darling internet xx

Ok, so

I haven't posted in a while. Nothing really i wish to say publicly.

So, tonight i had my friend over for a sleepover. True to form, we watched a movie (a sleepover staple!) Unfortunatley the movie we chose was The scorpion King, and it was the biggest pile of bullshit I have EVER watched. It had very little in the way of plot, acting, or anythign else for that matter. As far as i can tell, the basic plot is assasin dude is sent to kill somone, falls in love with one of his targets, kills the other, and gets his ass kicked by ninjas. Seriously.

We also decided that the 'hero' of the film is the black counterpart of Chuck Norris - Nuck Chorris, who is only awesome at night so he blends in. Even if he did get his ass kicked by ants, ninjas, and a scrawny medieval version of todays WoW addicts. It was about 1h30 long i think, but it felt like half an hour it was so bad, i think i forgot huge chunks already. Oh - he got hit with a poison arrow, and wrenched another one out of his back and fired it at his enemy, killing him. How realistic *rolls eyes*.

That'll be all for tonight, internet =]

Hi again

So, internet, it's the first day of October - nearly Christmas (ok, not really, but i need something to be overexcited about). I have a cold today, which i made sound worse than it was, so i stayed off school - the reason i have nothing interesting to rant about. I slept until about 4 30pm, then got up, and spent my day on the internet.

One frustrating thing did happen to me. On a forum i regular, somone parodied my account name and sent shock images to everybody. Damn Encyclopedia Dramatica - shock images for the masses. Oh well, i can think o nothing more to say, so, without further ado, goodbye.